Near Death Experience 
 
 cars are crashing
 I don´t hear a thing now
 tiptoeing somewhere that my 
 heart cries out to be
 broken glass I don't know
 how it ended up
 under my feet
 
 cross the room it takes 
 a week to travel
 gliding doors and closing windows
 on my finger
 broken glass I don´t know…
 are you there?
 talk to me
 
 now I´m lying here
 and looking at the sky
 words are floating in the air
 black as mind
 a lot of people I have never seen
 passing by
 I don´t know why
 I don´t know why
 
 once upon a time 
 I used to know
 that I belong to this world
 once upon a time I used to cry
 once upon a lie
 I used to dream
 that you could take away
 my fear
 I´m torn to shreds before your eyes
 but you don´t see
 
 and if I ever manage to
 land on the ground
 I will remember the silence
 that went by
 I will remember the black 
 and holed sky
 
 once upon a time 
 I used to know
 that I belong to this world
 once upon a time I used to cry
 
 illusion
 just illusion of me who bleeds
 take your head off the sand
 and dare to see
 nobody cares what you believe
 
 once upon a time 
 I used to know
 that I belong to this world
 once upon a time I used to cry
 there was a time I used to know
 that I belong to this world
 there was a time I used to 
 cry
Fake 
I catch your fragile ego falling
 every day
 I help you keep the role 
 you wrote for yourself
 
 they do love you baby
 as long as you can make them believe
 
 you´re not a shooting star
 your teenage revolution
 we need
 
 they´re feeding off your dream
 
 fake your days away my darling
 show no sadness in your eyes
 baby
 
 they crawl inside your mind
 and twist around your face
 
 just smile your fear away 
 and give  ´em what they need
 
 they do love you baby
 as long as you can make them believe
 
 try hard to be the Jesus
 try harder love
 to fill a scene
 
 they´re feeding off your dream
 
 fake your days away my darling
 show no sadness in your eyes
 baby
Wash My Sins Away 
 
 how long how long
 it takes till you see
 everything breaks in your hands
 
 we are so doomed to seek
 something we can never have
 
 better go for the stars
 if you got the moon
 that leaves you starving alone
 
 never - ending craving is all
 that´s never going to leave you
 
 why do we alway live like angels
 wait for silence 
 to wash my sins away
 one turn of a glass
 sand´s all that we have
 it´s slipping through our fingers
 trust in me
 trust in you
 we´re afraid of the truth
 alone so deep, deep 
 in silence
 
my love my love
 better roll out your dice
 the moment of truth has arrived
 
 who´s gonna bleed
 when two souls unite
 who cries alone in the night 
 
 forgive me Father
 maybe I sinned
 perfection was never my call
 
 separating these fallen hearts
 that´s when the dreaming 
 is over
 
 why do we alway live like angels
 wait for silence 
 to wash my sins away
 one turn of a glass
 sand´s all that we have
 it´s slipping through our fingers
 trust in me
 trust in you
 we´re afraid of the truth
 alone so deep, deep 
 in silence
World Is A Vampire
 kiss me down with a cold lip honey
 gotta feeling you´ll make me strong
 
 surrendered the day 
 when the hell froze over
 you rip down my dress
 
 now we don´t wanna get away 
 from each other
 cause you released my heart
 
 if yesterday was friday
 then saturday I should have been gone
 
 have a piece of me
 take as much as you had in your dreams
 
 drink from my wrist
 swallow my heart
 
 we all live in a differend kind of world
 and the world is a vampire
 in my dream I was making love to you
 come with me 
 down with me 
 now
 
 kick me down with a cold hit honey
 gotta feeling it won´t be long
 
 until I´m alive
 and it won´t be funny
 you have got to give
 
 how can I ever break up with a lover
 who won´t return my soul 
 
 my baby loves to break a bone
 and I won´t save myself no more
 
 have a piece of me
 take as much as you had in your dreams
 
 drink from my wrist
 swallow my heart
 
 we all live in a differend kind of world
 and the world is a vampire
 in my dream I was making love to you
 come with me 
 down with me 
 now
 
Cherry Pit 
 
 you hair is
 shining like the light
 but your smile just lets me down
 
 I pose
 untill my face comes down
 I´m too old to be a star
 
 who´s been good 
 who´s been bad 
 
 everybody knows how should I be
 but I´m being stupid and do what I please
 never gonna be The Perfect Girl
 just a cripple in your shoes
 
 before 
 I tried to be what you liked
 and before I even cried
 
 I failed-
 I´m never gonna change
 can you love me the way I am
 
 who´s been good 
 who´s been bad 
 
 everybody knows how should I be
 but I´m being stupid and do what I please
 never gonna be The Perfect Girl
 just a cripple in your shoes
Nothing As Whole As A Broken Heart 
let me try to please you
 I am so very good at it
 let me feel the moment 
 and I will know
 what you need
 
 I have lost myself
 in this game
 I don´t know when
 broken shell
 I don´t know will I be whole again
 
 that was so long ago
 when I was me 
 without you
 so long ago
 
 I tried to be 
 just everything
 on desert island just you and me
 then something broke
 here in my head
 I could´t feel my heart anywhere
 
 now I´m back in square one again
 trying to collect my
 pieces from the drain
 
 the wind in blowing like the snow
 november whips me
 like a blow
 
 I will be whole again
 that was so long ago
 Oh, I will be whole again
 
 I tried to be 
 just everything
 on desert island just you and me
 then something broke
 here in my head
 I could´t feel my heart anywhere
Sweet Revenge 
 
 what about that laughing
 what about that laughing
 what about that laughing
 when you talk about me
 
 what about that  tracing 
 what about the tracing
 what about the tracing 
 every man that I ever knew
 
 what about the hiding
 what about the hiding
 what about the hiding
 my shoes so I could´t  leave
 
 what about the faking 
 that you love me
 forget about that
 now you´re talking to me
 
 I make you quietly go down
 she´s leaving all there is behind
 
 my sweet revenge
 won´t take 
 any of the pain away
 but I´m breaking you without sorrow
 I feel for you 
 so true
 but pay back time is due
 cause my heart´s become so hollow
 
 try to remember
 that I forgave you
 what about the scars, baby
 do you like them 
 
 and about the slapping
 me on my face
 that was the last time
 this is 
 the end of the pushing around
 
 I make you quietly go down
 she´s leaving all there is behind
 
 my sweet revenge
 won´t take 
 any of the pain away
 but I´m breaking you without sorrow
 I feel for you 
 so true
 but pay back time is due
 cause my heart´s become so hollow
 
 
 all songs by Piritta Lumous & Henri Virsell